Sorry Phouc..I'll stop crying soon :)
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
My Dragon Forcast
Yahoo got this new page setup thing, so i was just browsing around at work and came across the chinese horoscope thing, here is what they have to say for year of the dragon:
"When it comes to business, you've got the Midas touch. Everything you undertake today seems to become an instant success. While your career may be stable, beware of entering into risky investments that could compromise your financial security. Take refuge from anxieties you may be experiencing by surrounding yourself with friends. The potential success of a new love relationship is highlighted, but beware. A fling that begins now could be short lived."
90% of this is so true, but 10% isn't, especially the love life (which I don't need right now anyways.)
"When it comes to business, you've got the Midas touch. Everything you undertake today seems to become an instant success. While your career may be stable, beware of entering into risky investments that could compromise your financial security. Take refuge from anxieties you may be experiencing by surrounding yourself with friends. The potential success of a new love relationship is highlighted, but beware. A fling that begins now could be short lived."
90% of this is so true, but 10% isn't, especially the love life (which I don't need right now anyways.)
Monday, July 27, 2009
Life..I wonder..
Today, I saw how fragile life can be. One day you see him smiling full of energy, and then another you are watching him go. Phouc has been a little brother to me ever since we got close, and this is not going to change. Phouc..if you are reading this..i love you, im not saying good bye because I know I will see you soon..watch over us while u resting in heaven. I miss you so much already nigga..
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
Another Day In The Real World.
I am feeling much better, the day off definitely helped me heal and I woke up at 5 AM this morning NO PROBLEMO!
Man oh man, I just finished reading SF Gate and fuck me..some people in this world are just out of their god damn mind, it angers me how some people just don't give a shit about themselves and others:
http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2009/07/24/MNC218TN1S.DTL
People like her disgust me.
Man oh man, I just finished reading SF Gate and fuck me..some people in this world are just out of their god damn mind, it angers me how some people just don't give a shit about themselves and others:
http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?f=/c/a/2009/07/24/MNC218TN1S.DTL
People like her disgust me.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Motivation
Its been a long july, I have been stressing so much about getting shit together for my bike, it is currently my hope, my joy, my happiness, my sadness, stress, and insomnia. Hopefully I will get it done soon. Rebuilding my own shit is better than not knowing my shit, we be on the road soon :)
Tuesday, July 21, 2009
Club Hopping
So Saturday was my first time club hopping in sf (21+ of course)..it was interesting..thank god my sergent paid for all my entrance fee :) We took taxi everywhere and even gotten a free cab ride because the driver was koo as fuck..we ended up tipping him 30 dollars and the fare was only 7 bucks. I think the most remarkable things werent the clubs, it was more like..some speeding drunk bitch ran a red light and almost ran my sergent over when we were crossing the street (that was a long sentence), thank god I pulled him out just in time, and that bitch came to a squeeching stop and I screamed WTF with my hands up in HER FACEEE. She looked sorry so I let it go. Then we ate burrito and went home....im sick now..so good night!
Sunday, July 19, 2009
Picture Perfect
Man, I had a great time at the Quinceanera yesterday..except the part where I got a stomach ache..but I always get a stomach ache :( The family I worked for was probably one of the most kind and warm hearted, even though not a lot of them speak english, they were nice to me in every way. The party wasn't huge but it was definitely much more traditional than any I have seen. Gotta get the picture done, but I wanna put this picture in the blog because its beautiful:
So there was this young mexican kid that came up to me eyeing my camera, he asked me with his broke english:
"What was your dream when you were a kid? Was it photographer?"
I said, "No, I wanted to be a cop"
Mexican kid smiled "Oh, so you can arrest Mexicans?"
So there was this young mexican kid that came up to me eyeing my camera, he asked me with his broke english:
"What was your dream when you were a kid? Was it photographer?"
I said, "No, I wanted to be a cop"
Mexican kid smiled "Oh, so you can arrest Mexicans?"
Monday, July 13, 2009
Must Go
Berkeley’s Cesar Chavez State Park is probably one of the best trail I ever jogged in. It was a little hidden but when you get there..all you see are kites flying everywhere, big ones too..KOI FISH KITES! I regret not bringing my camera, it was a beautiful Sunday too. The trail is right next to the ocean and you can see all the major bridges while running..and its not windy enough that you can’t breathe. I am definitely going back next Sunday.
LP
"In every loss, in every lie, in every truth that you’d deny
And each regret
and each goodbye
was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason...
to prove me wrong
to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide"
And each regret
and each goodbye
was a mistake too great to hide
And your voice was all I heard
That I get what I deserve
So give me reason...
to prove me wrong
to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole connect the space between
Let it be enough to reach the truth that lies
Across this new divide"
Saturday, July 11, 2009
Dream On!
I was surprise I got to work at 6 am today, got off 30 minutes early to eat with mark and them at oakland..got food coma, fell asleep at home...I had a really good dream, like I was there but it ended too quick! i woke up unsatisfied...So we finally got our plans down and heading to vegas in august..fuck I'm gonna be hella broke. I mite go vegas again on september before school starts. Man I am stressed out everyday about my cbr..hopefully ill get it together soon.
Friday, July 10, 2009
Waiting At The Microwave...
"My days would be brighter, if it still exists".
Random thoughts while heating up my food.
Random thoughts while heating up my food.
Thursday, July 9, 2009
Touched
I don't think any band has ever touched me as much as Linkin Park..and they continue to make great music..great lyrics. Its been like 10 years, I've never stopped listening to em.
Linkin Park - New Divide
Linkin Park - New Divide
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Monday, July 6, 2009
Good Morning, Mr. T Love
Morning “Mr. T Love”
Had about 3 hours of sleep last night, for some reason I couldn’t fall asleep after a tiring workout. But I love waking up early for work, one of the benefits is that traffic is just way too smooth; I can drive 90mph in a steady pace without cutting off too much slow morning traffic. The 20 minute drive to Richmond from San Leandro is just overwhelming and well worth the lack of sleep (kinda).
This morning though, it was a little different. I had to cut off traffic..not because I was running late..but I had to in attempt to save a life. Passing the 14th Ave. exit today, I spotted a newer model Cadillac was zooming right pass me while I was already going between 85mph – 90 mph. This driver didn’t amaze me too much as a speeder, but his license plate was definitely interesting, it reads “MRTLOVE”. Right at that moment, my cloudy morning judgment told my reactions to catch up to this guy and see how “Mr. T Love” looks like..maybe he looks like t-pain? At about 90 – 95mph, I finally matched speed with this Cadillac; it was just a typical black man tipping his head listening to music. Just when I thought it was time to slow it back down, I heard something through my opened windows that was out of the ordinary, something you just don’t recognize on the same freeway you drive everyday…Then the corner of my eye saw one of”Mr. T Love” ‘s tire was completely flat, and he was already riding on his rim…..@ 95 freaking mph. Knowing he can lose control anytime with that type of speed, I tried to signal him by waving and honking. With his loud music and his cocky attitude, “Mr. T Love” thought I was signaling for a race (especially how my car looks), so he sped off, going pass what was already 95 mph. I was thinking “Holy shit, this guy is about to kill himself”. At that very moment, I had 2 options in my head.
A. Catch up and try to stop him from going further or B. Leave him and let him be, or else I will get caught into an accident.
Knowing my dumb ass, plan A was the way to go. I knew there would be complications trying to get next to “Mr. T Love” (who was on the fastest lane) because multiple freeway junctions were approaching (980 to Downtown Oakland, 80 to SF, 80 to Richmond/Vallejo) and people were starting to merge into to different lanes. My only option was to down shift, cutting 4 lanes all the way to the right, then cutting 3 lanes all the way back to the 2nd fastest lane. Dangerous, but I did it. I signaled “Mr. T Love” again and this time, he knew something was wrong. He opened his window and asked me “Wasup?” At that time, his rim was getting ready to spark up some flames. I started doing weird hand signals to get my message across, I point then put my arm across my chest and shifted it left and right..i felt kinda stupid while doing it but “Mr. T Love” finally realized whats happening and he mouthed “thank you”. I smiled and knowing that my decision was indeed not dumb after all, and thank god he didn’t mistaken me for doing a Michael Jackson tribute dance.
“Mr. T Love” would have definitely hurt or killed himself if I chose plan B and ignore what was happening. At the rate of speed (90-100 mph) he was going, it would have only taken him a few more miles to blow out his tire and lose control of his rear end, especially being on the fastest lane on the right, he would more than likely smash into the center divider. I guess the main motivation towards my actions was that I would want someone to tell me if I had a flat, and I would have appreciated it so much. I felt pretty good after seeing him pulling off to the side on my rearview mirror, I felt like I just prevented a life being loss on a beautiful Summer morning.
This is lonnggg..bored at work syndrome
Had about 3 hours of sleep last night, for some reason I couldn’t fall asleep after a tiring workout. But I love waking up early for work, one of the benefits is that traffic is just way too smooth; I can drive 90mph in a steady pace without cutting off too much slow morning traffic. The 20 minute drive to Richmond from San Leandro is just overwhelming and well worth the lack of sleep (kinda).
This morning though, it was a little different. I had to cut off traffic..not because I was running late..but I had to in attempt to save a life. Passing the 14th Ave. exit today, I spotted a newer model Cadillac was zooming right pass me while I was already going between 85mph – 90 mph. This driver didn’t amaze me too much as a speeder, but his license plate was definitely interesting, it reads “MRTLOVE”. Right at that moment, my cloudy morning judgment told my reactions to catch up to this guy and see how “Mr. T Love” looks like..maybe he looks like t-pain? At about 90 – 95mph, I finally matched speed with this Cadillac; it was just a typical black man tipping his head listening to music. Just when I thought it was time to slow it back down, I heard something through my opened windows that was out of the ordinary, something you just don’t recognize on the same freeway you drive everyday…Then the corner of my eye saw one of”Mr. T Love” ‘s tire was completely flat, and he was already riding on his rim…..@ 95 freaking mph. Knowing he can lose control anytime with that type of speed, I tried to signal him by waving and honking. With his loud music and his cocky attitude, “Mr. T Love” thought I was signaling for a race (especially how my car looks), so he sped off, going pass what was already 95 mph. I was thinking “Holy shit, this guy is about to kill himself”. At that very moment, I had 2 options in my head.
A. Catch up and try to stop him from going further or B. Leave him and let him be, or else I will get caught into an accident.
Knowing my dumb ass, plan A was the way to go. I knew there would be complications trying to get next to “Mr. T Love” (who was on the fastest lane) because multiple freeway junctions were approaching (980 to Downtown Oakland, 80 to SF, 80 to Richmond/Vallejo) and people were starting to merge into to different lanes. My only option was to down shift, cutting 4 lanes all the way to the right, then cutting 3 lanes all the way back to the 2nd fastest lane. Dangerous, but I did it. I signaled “Mr. T Love” again and this time, he knew something was wrong. He opened his window and asked me “Wasup?” At that time, his rim was getting ready to spark up some flames. I started doing weird hand signals to get my message across, I point then put my arm across my chest and shifted it left and right..i felt kinda stupid while doing it but “Mr. T Love” finally realized whats happening and he mouthed “thank you”. I smiled and knowing that my decision was indeed not dumb after all, and thank god he didn’t mistaken me for doing a Michael Jackson tribute dance.
“Mr. T Love” would have definitely hurt or killed himself if I chose plan B and ignore what was happening. At the rate of speed (90-100 mph) he was going, it would have only taken him a few more miles to blow out his tire and lose control of his rear end, especially being on the fastest lane on the right, he would more than likely smash into the center divider. I guess the main motivation towards my actions was that I would want someone to tell me if I had a flat, and I would have appreciated it so much. I felt pretty good after seeing him pulling off to the side on my rearview mirror, I felt like I just prevented a life being loss on a beautiful Summer morning.
This is lonnggg..bored at work syndrome
Sunday, July 5, 2009
Sigh..
In the end, there's nothing to keep it away. My eyes tell me to look away, my mind tells me to keep looking. Someone save me.
its 8 am..im drunk still.
its 8 am..im drunk still.
Saturday, July 4, 2009
Fourth of July
Partied too hard last night..didn't leave the spot til 3. I was falling asleep while eating Denny's at 5 am..hahahha. Man, its fourth of july and I have nothing planned. Every event seems like they are only couple worthy, and im single so.......
I do want to go alameda county fair though. HmMMMm maybe I will ask people to go.
Some of the recent stuff I did..model shoots...fashion show blah blah blah:
I do want to go alameda county fair though. HmMMMm maybe I will ask people to go.
Some of the recent stuff I did..model shoots...fashion show blah blah blah:
Thursday, July 2, 2009
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