Tired of cheating ass hoes.

I just want to live..but my life makes me want to die.

God..I didn't sign up for this..

I've tried everything within my power, my heart is drained..i've lost my soul..there is only flesh and bone left..emotion had became a stranger, I no longer feel it. I will continue to smile..but it isn't real. Love has finally ruined my life..for the second time..I no longer fear it..there wont be another attempt...because i tend to fall in love with cold hearts...so cold that it freezes mines




and shatters it.

I just killed myself

I said words that I didnt mean, I said things I would never say..but that's the only way..I want you to hate me. Because I am still in love with you.


One day..one day.

What is it?

People always tend to ask..what is love? Is that even an appropriate question to ask?

Love...the meaning is indefinite because love can only be expressed and defined to the person you love, if you were to explain to others, you would just get stuck and have no answer to what love really is. Because love goes beyond words, only the person you share this very emotion can understand this unspeakable feeling. Sometimes, its as simple as looking into each other's eyes, and you will feel the existence of love.

Love is a powerful word because it influences every single emotions that a human being can possibly have.

Every time I push these headphones into my ears, I feel like I am back at one. I am pouring, I am choking, I can't breathe..every single song, every single chorus, every single line from the CD you have given me. Forgive me, this is not that easy.

Just When You Thought...

I use to laugh at life, because I didn't think anything would ever make me feel this way, I thought whatever doesn't kill you..only makes you stronger. I can no longer laugh, I am not strong enough.

Life..I wonder..