Lets Go!!

Must go! Last year was goood

Long story short. On monday night, I kicked it wit my homgrl while burning phuoc's album for all the friends and families at the funeral the next day. she told me the reason why she was in town was because she had to drive one of her girlfriend to see some body in san leandro..so I was like oo interesting..I asked if her bf lives over in San Leandro or something? My friend told me nooo..her boy friend is at home, she came to see someone else behind his back..i was like whoaaa...then her friend texts my homgrl telling her they are just "watchin a movie"..the story was getting better and better..it was like an instant replay for me. And they were so busy that they didn't even finish the movie..I guess guys these days suffer just as much as girls..because girls are capable to stab your back and twist the blade just as much as guys can to girls. The only difference is that girls are more comfortable to admit their guilt and say sorry to u like they didn't do nothing wrong after they apologize. Guys just hard to admit guilt when they cheat. God damn!

Gooood Morning

I woke up before my alarm today at 4:40 AM, I wasn’t sure why but there was no doubt I was in a bad mood..so I laid in bed for about 20 minutes trying to visualize what the hell woke me up before I got up at 5 for work. I knew it was something very unusal and it must have extremely disturbed my mental state, considering I slept at 1 AM.

I started to recall I was actually dreaming before I woke up, but it was so clear that I felt like I was living the dream. It was the 2 and only people I hate in my life composed into one dream…haha how ironic. And I remember I threw one of those big high school garbage bin at one of them fuckers..but I think I missed…damn it. Nonetheless, My mood was consciously feeling better after I realized I was finally granted the chance to do something about the people I hate in life. In the real world, I live in this agony to hold my anger in because I just can't get in trouble with my life anymore..and I ask myself sometimes: "Would it be worth it if I ruin my own life for the people I hate?". I guess the dream actually helped me relieve some of the anger that had been lived inside me for the past year. Karma will eventually find you.

Thanks.

After the viewing today, I was at Phuoc's house with all the folks and families. When I was about to leave, I went to Phuoc's altar to burn some incenses like I always do..right when I said bye outloud looking down, his picture blew up by the wind right into my eyes..i knew it was him.. i love you nigga and I hope you liked the slide show..took me 5 hours to make it ass hole

Sorry Phouc..I'll stop crying soon :)

My Dragon Forcast

Yahoo got this new page setup thing, so i was just browsing around at work and came across the chinese horoscope thing, here is what they have to say for year of the dragon:

"When it comes to business, you've got the Midas touch. Everything you undertake today seems to become an instant success. While your career may be stable, beware of entering into risky investments that could compromise your financial security. Take refuge from anxieties you may be experiencing by surrounding yourself with friends. The potential success of a new love relationship is highlighted, but beware. A fling that begins now could be short lived."

90% of this is so true, but 10% isn't, especially the love life (which I don't need right now anyways.)

i wish you were here for me.