Life Goes On...But Memories Remain

I blogged these on flickr, and thought I would jogged this down on the blog because this is truly how I feel that it took me a long time to put into words, and I would love to read this again 5..10..20 years later.



-It should never be this way. Mother mourns for her sons death is by far the hardest thing I have to witness. Phuocs mother was a very inspiring and strong woman. With God giving her the hardest obstacle of her life, she had kept it strong and never fell. She had accepted what happened, and all she wants her son is to live a better life, free of suffering. Every drop of her tears sadden us all, and each word she spoke to Phuoc's resting body brought us tears..

The curiosity of whats going through the mother's mind while she stares at Phuoc's portrait was much more difficult to bare than accepting Phuoc had left us..-





-To me, you're not near dead..you are living the eternal life that everyone dream for. Rest In Paradise Phuoc, I love you so very much. Just know your Memory Lane doesn't stop here, your family, friends, brothers, sisters, and homies will walk the rest of it for you.-

Life

I come up with the randomest shit sometimes..I was flossing my teeth while talking to my friends erika and april's drunk asses on the phone, then this quote just popped up on my head..I think it makes a lot of sense!

Life is like tetris, if you make the right decisions, things will fall into the right place.

I don't even know why tetris came to my mind..but I thought this would definitely brighten someones day.

Random Thoughts.

I remember through out high school and early college, I used to actually care about how people would look at me when I am going out or even going to school. Lately, I have been so very busy with a full time job, my internships, looking into the military, photography, and with my recent loss of a best friend had gotten me to a point that I almost forgot what i wore the day before or even do not care how I look when I go out. It got me kind of thinking that I don't have the time to fix myself up to present to people that I shouldn't care what they think of me, whats the point? I have better things to do. Yeah, you dress to impress, but im not tryna impress no body except making myself acceptably presentable while im working, or maybe a dress code requirement for places I go to. I wear the same pair of shoes almost every time I go out now, I don't care about having 40 pair of shoes or 20 hats anymore. I see most of my shirts on my cabinet are getting dusty bc I haven't wore a lot of em for awhile. I haven't went shopping for like the past 6 months, I have like 4 pairs of jeans on rotation and I've sold 90% my shoes...I think there's a part of me that is eager to grow and it is making progress. Slowly, I am leaving this materialism behind me, I am very glad.



On the side note: I still care about my hair because is part of my body..hypocritical? hmmm

Request: Relieve

Need to go back to the range and shoot something..gun + bullets = best stress relieve.

Blogging around

I was blogging in my flickr..when I was finally done, I realize I should have blogged in here instead because black background is nicer with pictures...o well.

http://www.flickr.com/photos/r_rated/

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Boyz II Men is in town this Friday..San Mateo County Fair! I've never seen em perform live. Imma be working there so I will be in the front row hopefully :)

Hella birthday over the weekend, had mud butt this morning from too much beer

Wishes

So the meteor shower is tomorrow.. how many wishes can we make?! Or how many of the wishes will actually come true? What if I only have 1 wish for all the shooting stars I will see? Would it be worth it? hmmmm i hate myths..so believable..