Thursday, October 1, 2009

On my own again.

They say "you don't know what you got 'til you lose it". I understand that to the fullest for quite some time now. Today, I loss something, and I knew I was going to lose it from the get go; even though I knew exactly what I had. A lesson that I really learned was: Don't take things for granted when its your hand, because when you let go...you will go down hard. This amplitude of me beliving in fate is overwhelming..because lately, everything just seems like a fictional, unreal, unbelievable story...whateever you want to call it. The catch is, what I felt about it was real. How much I hate October in my life...I hate how all my downfalls happen during Octobers..not to mention 2009 has been one devastating year..so much negative events had happen that I can't even recall what's been good with 2009.


2009 leave me alone..

Don't let me hang dry, you promised.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

You're still my sunshine