I'm Feeling Ecstatic!

This Friday man, so juicedddd. Mos Def and Erykah Badu!!



didn't even go
FAILED.

Answers?

Here's a million dollar question that I can't solve. Do you control fate or does it control you?

Sometimes I just wonder if actions proceed by choices, or choices that had been already made for you? If so, what if I change a choice that I am certain about at the last minute?

Recently, I've done something I know I should have not do, but I changed that in the last minute because it felt right..so you tell me..if that's just the way my life is planned for me, or was it something I can control. Fuck

We Look Up And You Look Down.

Can you believe its been a month already Phuoc?...i'm not saying it went by fast, but it was rather slow..because im still in pain and you know that. Dude your house seriously shits on all your neighbors. I miss you man, I know you were looking down when I was looking up. Shine for us.

I need to type something

You know you love somebody when tears just start to fall without notice.

Did you know Phuoc, I love you so much, remember back then when you always grab me and tell me how much you love me...I always thought u were joking cus u say it so much and always thought you just being hella drunk and funny..but i believe it now, because I can jus feel the pain that you are gone, the pain is in my heart. I am so sorry that I discover this love way too late. I try to keep it strong when im out, but its so hard to sit in my room at night trying to figure out how to live the next day again without you. I miss you so much man...i know tears wont bring u back but they just keep falling.

Its on!

Taking my industrial off..forever. Time to grow up

Santa Cruz Sunday

Well, it was suppose to be rafting Sunday but apparently someone had drowned at American River, so plans had changed. Santa Cruz didn't have the most ideal weather, especially its summer...climate shift has became more conspicuous than ever. It was actually cold the first 2 hours we were there, but it didn't stop us from jumping in the water and dig for clamps and sand crabs! I found a couple of sand dollars but only a couple came out nice and I gave one to a friend because she couldn't go with mee..so it was like a souvenir. But the highlight of the day was that we caught a 20+ pound of sea bass which fed at least 20 of us vietnamese style later on that night. I had so much fun until the dirty clamps attacked my stomach..im glad i've finally did something different this summer..except drinking and working. I worn my sweater today even though I didn't need it, I just thought maybe Phuoc would come along.





On the other note...the build is very close to being finished: